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Looking back at 2011
Some extracts of my 2011 entries:
Nua nua nua is the new motto for 2011! - Totally. I definitely spent more time slacking at home , being a couch potato.
I'm just thinking.. Did I make the right move back? Freak! Grass is always greener on The other side.
- One of the highlights of 2011! I went back to my old firm!!! and I agreed, grass is always greener on the other side, whichever side you are on.
Significant adult purchase!
Woohoo
Milestone! Lol
- 2nd highlight of 2011! My trusty black Suzuki Swift. On hindsight, I did made the purchase on an impulse. But I'm glad I did :)
Oh simple things, where have you gone?
Its so difficult to make me happy these days.
- Still having the same feeling. Still liking this song. I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.
whatever- my new motto in life
- Seriously, I wish I managed to achieve this. It would make things alot easier. No expectations might means a happier me.
The evil twist of fate.
So, after 2 yrs of searching, and countless setbacks ( r/s wise), I still went back to the guy that left me 2yrs back.
Maybe we are meant to be. Thats why we ended up tog again.
Or maybe not. Thats why the distancing is here again.
- And then we ended it again. As I looked through 2009, 2010 and 2011 entries, I think 50% of the entries are related to him. Lets hope.. 2012 would be less of him :)
Just... make sure ... at the end of it... something good come out of it.
Things do happen for a reason. and I wonder what is it.
- Still not quite sure abt the reason. Not quite sure abt the good of it. The happy ending that everyone is after?
I realised...
I tend to be anxious, in a hurry, not in a physical sense but rather on the things I want.
I tend to jump at things, with a short term view rather than looking deep into the future.
I'm easily influenced, very easily.
- still the same old me. I did not blog abt this, but one very apt example would be my job offers during the year. I had 2 actually. One, I changed my mind at the last min when I'm supposed to pen down my signature. Second, I had already signed the contract, submitted my resignation, only to change my mind one month after. I attribute it to... not knowing what I want, easily influenced, too jumpy and anxious at anything that comes along. Hopefully, I will change. This is not qte a good attribute I must say.
I guess that pretty summed up my 2011. To a better 2012. No resolutions for myself, as I realised by reading through the entries, I like to relive my memories. Things that I resolved to do, did not happen. Things that I resolved not to do, I did it again. Things that I complained about, I still complained now. I guess, that's just me.
